Thanks to a lot of hard work with various remedies, I’m in a position to use 20/20 hindsight when mapping out how I got to the point where I am sensitive to certain ultra-low electromagnetic frequencies. For the purpose of this hindsight exercise I mean the geologic fault lines in the San Francisco Bay Area. Fortunately, being free from negative symptoms for an extended period of time has enabled me to look back with objectivity. One key question has been the center of my focus: Why did the symptoms start in 2000? An unconventional possibility has presented itself. The problematic frequencies were a message. A message that, for one reason or another, was ignored, leading my body to turn up the volume in an attempt to get my attention. The role of adrenals. It makes sense that my adrenals would release histamine which caused physical symptoms. They are the language of the body’s warning system, managed by glands key to our survival. After all, the adrenal system is the center of the fight or flee response. The chemicals released during such a response are meant to be used as tools that help us escape from danger. Here is where the dispassion of objectivity has been key. What message was my body trying to send me and why and how did I ignore it? The message. Shortly after moving to the Bay Area, I told my husband I felt we needed to leave. I got such a strong gut feeling that I suggested we give back the relocation allowance and the signing bonus I had received and move out of the Bay Area altogether. It was the strangest thing, given that we had just relocated across the country but I felt very strongly that we needed to leave the Bay Area. Why did I ignore it? Up until that point, psychic information had come to me in dreams. I’d only had occasional bouts of clairsentience (getting a feeling), clairaudience (hearing instructions), and clairvoyance (seeing something before it happened). I did not initially recognize the message. And when I did? Well, when you are analytical in nature you tend to review feelings against the likelihood the feelings are real. Logically, did it make sense to turn around and move so soon after relocating to the Bay Area? Especially given I didn’t have a specific reason at that point as to why we needed to go. Just a gut feeling we needed to. And then? Well, several times after that I brought up leaving the Bay Area. I had a bit more information and had a fairly specific reason but I wasn’t making the decision in a vacuum. There were two employed adults in the Bay Area. Logic again overruled and we continued to deepen our Bay Area roots. And I got sicker and sicker. A forced hand. Eventually, I came to realize that my illness was directly tied to living in the Bay Area. We had to move. My body got its way. What happened? Objective hindsight brings up an interesting question about my psychic abilities. How far in advance can I sense bad things and how do I get that information? Certainly not in dreams anymore. Recent evidence suggests I get it through physical symptoms. I know this isn’t uncommon. Pete Sanders Jr. gives examples in his book You are Psychic, as does Gavin de Becker in his book The Gift of Fear. You see, some fifteen months after we relocated, the company I was working for merged with another one. A series of events, which can be interpreted either as blessings in disguise or negative, ensued, bringing about the very thing I had predicted would happen if we didn’t leave the Bay Area. Weird. Lesson learned. It didn’t take long to realize that if we’d paid attention to my gut feelings, we could have saved ourselves a tremendous amount of chaos and grief. However, as lessons go, this particular experience was one of the best teachers we’d ever had. We now pay attention to those physical feelings, even if they are wrapped in EMF Sensitivity, searching for what the real message is. And we listen! And yes, in the past few years, listening has helped us avoid some potentially devastating situations. As I wrote in my post about EMF Sensitivity as an autoimmune disorder, it’s important to pay attention to what your body is trying to tell you and not to ignore the message!
