In my book After Here: The Celestial Plane and What Happens When We Die, I talk about my own Near Death Experience (NDE). Although there was an intense interaction with celestial beings during the time I died of a brain hemorrhage, those interactions didn’t cease once I was resuscitated.
The spirits. In the weeks, months, and then years after I recovered, I saw and eventually communicated with spirits. In addition to regularly seeing the ghosts, I had dreams in which they would talk to me.
God. During the NDE, I heard a voice that, although gentle, was so loud that it hurt. I attributed this voice to God and in the years since the brain surgery, I have periodically heard the voice. Thankfully, it no longer causes pain.
The Watchers. During part of the NDE I became aware of entities that were unique. These entities were not the loving energy I associated with God, nor were they the spirits of the deceased who had come to welcome me to that plane. Reminding me of the transporter beams in Star Trek IV: The Voyage Home, they were like silent sentries that did nothing but exist beside me while I went through various celestial experiences.
I recount this in great detail in the book.
Spirit School. In the years after the NDE, I continued to interact with spirits and other celestial entities. I often did this at night in a place I call Spirit School. Unlike a dream, this place is where lessons are given by entities I eventually concluded were angels.
I talk about this in my book Angels and Engineers Spirits and Angels Among Us.
Although I had come to certain conclusions about the watchers, I had unanswered questions. However, my paranormal life was full enough that I didn’t make an effort to discover more about them.
The Watchers II. One of the watchers has unexpectedly reentered my life. It took me a bit to figure out what it was, but once I did a few celestial oddities began to make sense.
Different energies = different entities. The energy I associate with God is peaceful, loving, and gentle, if strong. It’s like having a warm blanket wrap around you. The energy is assuring and positive.
The energy of ghosts varies. I feel a change in ear pressure when they are present and the energy usually reflects the personality during life. At least for those who have not transitioned to a higher level. In that case, the pressure change is still there but the predominant feeling is positive. Not as loving as what I perceive as God’s energy but positive.
The energy of angels is intense. They are there to make a statement. They have business and, in my case at least, want me aware of their presence.
The energy of the watchers is unnerving. It’s like looking into a black hole. There is a change in the environment, which is my signal to look for who or what might be around me. However, there is no positive force that comes with it. There’s no negative force either. It’s a bit like I might imagine a robot to be. Eventually, you become aware that something is really off – this energy has no emotion and no frequency that you can identify with. It’s as if it truly has no other purpose than to witness what you do. And yet…
In a couple of my books I talk about being attacked in spirit school. There had been an entity at the doorway between that plane and the one we interact on. I now realize that entity was a watcher.
Not just a watcher, the watcher; the one who is with me now.
This entity made sure I understood the meaning behind the celestial attack. The watcher was not the one who attacked – he was the teacher who made sure I saw the lesson in what had happened. He warned me about the individual behind it.
I am able to communicate with the watcher in much the same way I am able to communicate with other celestial beings, through clairvoyant and clairaudient means.
Watchers do more than watch. Although my experience with the entities I call watchers has been as the observed, I have received assistance from them. They have released information to me throughout the years that has helped me better understand the celestial events of the NDE, as well as my life in its entirety.
When I was in my high school geometry class, I had a moment of awakening where I transposed some of the information the teacher had on the board over what I had seen in the NDE. I was startled, and spent the rest of the class trying to absorb the information. Once home, I drew the images on pieces of blank paper and then hung them on my wall where I could study them.
I had another experience that afternoon. I was flipping through the paper and came upon an ad for a movie called The Star Chamber. The image was transposed against part of the NDE and I knew I was looking at the watchers.
The movie has nothing to do with my NDE or any of the celestial events. The image was the best physical representation for my understanding at that time. I’ve no doubt there was celestial intervention in this since I never read the newspaper.
I cut out the image and hung it on the wall next to my drawings. The images hung on my bedroom wall until I went to college when I packed them into a box. They continued to bring a feeling of peace whenever I looked at them and I only recently threw them out, as I no longer needed them.
I now know that it was the watcher who was responsible for that awakening. It was explained further by him recently.
I need to apply identifiers such as him and her. Although the watcher is simply energy, I associate it as masculine.
The watcher explained that although the original information was gained during the NDE, I was unable to process it at that time. The watchers have facilitated the release of additional information throughout the years, as I matured and became more educated.
Some of this took place in spirit school and some of it during flashes of insight gained while studying.
I have repeatedly stated that the more I study and understand math and science, the more I’m able to understand the events of my NDE and the celestial experiences that followed.
I am not sure why this watcher has an interest in me. I don’t think it’s a guardian angel but I do get the feeling it has a vested interest in seeing me succeed.
I don’t mean financial success – I mean succeed in being physically healthy as well as accomplishing a goal I have yet to understand. It’s a goal I suspect is metaphysical in nature.
It recently provided information crucial to my physical health.
It won’t answer questions as to why it matters to him, but it will answer questions about how to deal with recovering from the auto-immune conditions I am dealing with.
The watcher has only recently showed up. It isn’t around at all times and it isn’t always available to answer my questions. The energy is unnerving. I don’t know exactly what it is but so far it has been helpful in its own way. If I had to describe the energy as I experience it I would do it thusly:
It gives you enough rope to hang yourself.
The information is shared but it’s up to me to figure out what it means and how to best apply it.
And if I don’t?
It will watch me head into the sunset and it will watch me sail right over a cliff if I get it wrong.
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